So i guess i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. But not the side of the bed you're thinking of.... the...good side. Which hasent really happened for me in a while. But regardless i was feeling good. About everything, my first exam that i was about to write, my upcoming exams, and most of all the number one thing on my mind was... Christmas. Which yes, is also very unusal for me, but i proceeded to download all of the required Pop Diva christmas albums and have had them on all day.
So why the new leaf? Well, last Christmas in my little world was not what i had expected it to be. A part of my life that i wish could be erased, kept me from experiencing a good Christmas. The stress of school (my first exams i had ever written in university), the balance of making new friends in university and keeping the ones i had left behind, not being close to my family, and relationships that ended up being... not so relationshipy.
I dont think that its a bad thing that i want to make this christmas/new years a better one then i have had in many years. If it mean i have to be happy for a while, i will make that sacrifice. As much as i still acknowledge of the crap things that go on in my life, this is a pretty good excuse for keeping things chipper, especially around exams, and im going to keep it up ( or at least try ) because it feels goood.
Also, i am awaiting my Christmuka miracle and dammit im going to get it this year :)
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