I get Annngry when you're Around

I looove small talk
Especially when the person you are having small talk with has no idea how small you actually want your talk to be. There are those people that just come around whenever they please and feel the need to want to talk to you about your life, that they perhaps were once in. But really, what is the need? If you were really concerned about me, and my life, then wouldn't you just talk to me on a regular basis anyway? Obviously you don't care that much if you only want to talk when you find yourself trapped and there is nothing else to do but talk. I'm not offended, by the way, if you choose to opt out of that little chat and walk away. " Lets talk later" - actually i have a better idea, lets not talk later. Or actually i have an even better idea, lets not talk ever. Theres always going to be people who you will just have small talk with, and thats fine. But those people who never used to be small talk people to you and now are....those people are a waste of my time.

When it Rains.

And when it rains,
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And you'll sleep untill May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

This is for Keeps

Sooo we went back to the pet store today to purchase the bunny rabbit we so fell in love with over the weekend.....sadly, he was already sold. But don't you fret, we got another just as cute, just as loveable bunny ! We have yet to name him, we're waiting on Bailey to come home so that we can do it together! Hes a really special guy and he will be so loved here :) :)!

We Are Broken

Im not going to expand on this.
This is all i have to say today.

Crash the Party

Sooo yesterday Bails and i had our stats exam. yay stats! hahaha we did okay ( i hope ). After we hiked our butts home from school ( seeing as our bus doesnt run on friday nights ! ) we headed over to Dragonfly to crash Paula's nineteenth birthday bash! It was lots of fun. I'm missing my girls from home ! It was sooo good to see them, oh yeah and the rest of my highschool that apparently goes to Niagara Falls every weekend?

Today i bought a fish. His name is Dexter. Hes not as cool as the fish i bought for Bailey last year ( rip Derek). haha Derek was a fighter, a reeealll tough guy. Dexter is kind of a softy, but hes still totally rad. While we were at the pet store, we fell in love with a bunny. He had to be the most rad bunny i have ever held in my hands lol. I hope we get him :) I reallllly wanna get him !!
this is the bunny

this is dexter

Misery Business

So the other day i was in my Mass Media Philosophy seminar, its a great seminar, the people are awesome, my TA is a pretty good guy and the actual content is actually interesting. Who woulda thought? During our discussion we started talking about blogs, and our TA was telling us that there are people in Iraq who write blogs about what is going on in their country. Could you imagine, sitting down at a computer to write about how you almost died that day? Or maybe someone you know. They are writing these things from their points of view of whats going on and what they see. It gives us a different perspective then what see and hear on the news. But what i was thinking was, how irrelevant does my life become when people are writing blogs about stuff like that? Maybe i shouldn't be writing a blog at all, seeing as what goes on in my daily life... really, isn't all that important?

Like O, Like H

O O sugar spell it out...

I love the way my roommates and I can convince each other that going out on a Thursday night when they all have 9 am class on Fridays, is a good idea. Its not my fault that I have Friday's off. Sorrrryyy. Im not a bad friend, im just looking out for them, socially. I owe them, but they know they loved it. Roth even curled her hair. Yessss.
Flip cup champs they are too!

Our weekends last year used to start on Thursdays and wouldn't end until mid Sunday when we woke up and all realized how much homework we had. These weekends are different. Its good that we are all taking school a lot more serious this year buuuuut im not going to lie i miss our four day weekends when the party used to come to us. No matter what, even when wanted to say in and work, the party was always still there. So temping, all the time. Those days when we didn't care if we ate pizza for lunch and dinner four days in a row. When going to the bar was soo scandalous because we knew we weren't allowed to be there. When cleaning up the morning after a party put everyone in the worst mood but we all knew the night before was so worth it. But of course things change. But change isnt always a bad thing. Now we have a new house and new traditions and new things that make us who we are.
The 24 1/2 Parker Girls.


“Change. We don't like it, we fear it. But we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow. Anybody who tells you it doesn't is lying. But here's the truth. Sometimes the more things change the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh sometimes, change is good. Sometimes change is everything.”

-Dr. Meredith Grey

Sleep don't Weep

Its so amazing how everything in your life can be going so well. You are used to everything, and for the most part are happy with the way things are going. Then when you least expect it things can change. Juuust like that. No notice. No one asks you if its okay. It just changes. What do you do? Do you dwell on the new found life that you are not happy with. Do you try your best to make things go back to the way they were because ultimately that was the time when you were truly happy. Or do you pretend like nothing has changed, and hope that it will all go away soon.
I know i like to hate on people who are "happy" but i have never actually realized how quickly it can be taken away. Its not fair but as Luisa always says, " bad things happen to good people and we don't know why."- shes so wise.
I watched 3 episodes of Gossip girl today and am feeling a bit compelled to start my own gossip girl....thing. Whatever it is that the girl goes. Is she some kind of crazy ghost who can walk through walls and see and hear everything? Frig that girl is my idol. Don't worry, i wont make my blog into a gossip girl blog. Plus i don't think anyone would be able to keep up with all those short forms.
Anyway, im going to go hang with B and maybe chill with R. L is going to be pretty upset when she finds out D went home. And wheres M? Thats a secret no one will tell . BAHA. its a bad show.

Toodles.

Celebrations!

Today i celebrate
For what do you ask?
First i celebrate for Nonna. For the first time since ...everything...we hear good news :)
Second i celebrate for Steven. For deciding that he didnt need to spend $640 on a new TV and that these are obstacles that we can overcome together . Good work Steven
Third i celebrate for me. Because i like me. And because i'm proud of me. I don't really care if anyone else is proud of me, because I am. I know that i can "always do better" but im proud of me for how i am doing so far. I complain a lot. I say that school isn't for me and when it gets too much i joke about not doing it anymore, but then i remember those summer days when i worked in an office from 9-5 and all i could think about was school. Because i would much rather be in school. I will still complain, and i will still joke about dropping out, but in the end i will be proud of me.
I am not usually this optimistic about stuff.
So enjoy it.
It wont happen again :)

Bloggers

Sooo i made a huge stink that blogs we're a waste of time for people who had nothing better to do , then i realized that i used to have a blog. So i went back and read it and i sorta liked it so im going to start another one.

My blog used to be about the OC. I was obsessed. Im not that big of a fan of the OC anymore. It was ruined for me. Its about greys these days.

Thats what we're going to be for Halloween. The cast of greys. Im Callie O'Mally. I don't know why i'm Callie, i don't even like her that much.

So, welcome to my life.