The District Sleeps Alone

Everyone has those days,
when you cant help but feel alone.
And its not because your friends aren't hanging out with you, or because your away from your family, or even because you don't have a significant other to go to. Its simply because of you.
Imagine that your watching your life like you would watch a movie on this particular day of feeling lonely. The camera zooms in on you... and everything around you is a blur.
Your friends are talking but you don't really hear them
People are laughing but you don't care why
You call home, and the world seems to be ending and all you can think about is being somewhere else, even though nowhere else can change how you feel.
So what happens when you are trapped in this blur.
You think about what you need to do, and decide you simply aren't capable of it.
Everything makes you cry, for no reason
You think of every past event in your life that has left you unhappy and wonder 'why me'?
Things seem way worse then they are
This feeling doesn't happen very often, but when it does it hits you like a ton of bricks.

So whats the solution?
Have that day.
Deal with it all.
Get some sleep.
And when you wake up the next day, it will all seem like a bad dream.
I believe our bodies and our minds make us have these days, in order to face the issues that implicitly you don't know you have.
Almost like... Spring cleaning, for your brain.

haha. yeah.